Keep your eyes on the truth
Have you ever been at a place in your walk with God where you have stepped out in faith, but it didn’t go according to plan? Leaving you to wonder and doubt your capability? I know for me when I have stepped out in my faith in the past and it didn’t happen like I thought, there was something within me that caved to doubt every time. I would begin to focus more on how and why I failed, rather than just picking up and moving forward. It’s not an easy thing to admit failure or better yet admit that maybe I moved before God really called me. Lets all be honest here we’re humans we are going to fail, we’re going to step out before we’re ready and more honestly we’re going to have set backs in life. It’s just the way it is. So how can we become effective christians even in our failures? It seems almost impossible in the moment, especially when the struggle is right in our face. I have come across a scripture that portrays a perfect example of this very topic.
Peter and the disciples were out upon the water in Matthew 14:22-33. Jesus had sent the disciples on ahead of him as he went up on the mountain side to pray. The boat had already gone a great distance from the shore as it was being buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it (I imagine a pretty decent size storm had approach them). Later that night Jesus begins to walk toward them on the water, of course the disciples first reaction is terror! They cried out in utter fear. Jesus then says to them, “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid”. Peter takes this moment to almost challenge Jesus ( in my opinion as if he still wasn’t convinced it was him) and he says Lord if its you then tell me to come. The Lord tells Peter to come, so Peter begins to get out of the boat onto the water and walks toward the Lord. That right there takes incredible faith, he is walking on the water with Jesus in the midst of a storm, that is amazing. But what happens next is Peter becomes human he snaps back into this-worldly reality of I can’t walk on water! The wind starts to blow and Peter panics and begins to sink immediately He took his eyes off Jesus for a second, had doubt for a second and instantly sank. Peter is an example of us today in our walks with Jesus, we step out in faith walking the purpose and calling of God and then in one moment, we take our eyes off the truth and we sink!
The difference in this story compared to our walks is the attitude after the failure that Peter has. It goes onto to say Jesus pulls Peter out of the water saying, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” Then they return to the boat, the wind ceases and they begin to worship Jesus! They begin to declare “truly you are the son of God”. There was no pity party here, Peter wasn’t in the back of the boat crying or focused on his failures! The disciples didn’t surround Peter and say hey man I’m really sorry about what happened here, I am sure your embarrassed we won’t say anything. They didn’t make a big deal of the situation that just went down. How often do we pity ourselves for our failures and then get surrounded in the pity from our fellow friends and family ( I’m not downing sympathy or even loving nature from friends and family, but when we are so wrapped up in the bad that we can’t even see the good. That is when we demolish the mission created for us). You start putting your focus on things that have failed rather than things that God can do!
My favorite part to this story is they get to shore finally after this intense moment, Peter gets off the boat and He starts ministry to long lines of people! I mean…. was Peter even dry from his near drowning experience? Peter was worshiping wet and now he is ministering wet, how amazing is this! How can Peter snap back so quickly? Because Peter knew the mission was more important than his short comings, he knew that even though he was soaking wet after doubting God that there was a bigger purpose here and he was going to keep moving forward! Peter kept his eyes on the truth even in the midst of doubt, of failure and of fear. Christians we’re called to a mission that holds more importance than our messes. I encourage you to worship wet, pray wet, preach wet whatever it takes but don’t let the wet rob you from his purpose. Keep your eyes on the truth.
TheRealRa3